Heather's explanation for maternal instincts: when you see a baby, your uterus skips a beat.
Watched a romantic movie with Sarah and Heather. Feeling... I don't know what.
Must make some decisions about next year. Don't know what to think or do.
Everyone is growing up, and I'm not ready yet. I feel as though people often want to jump ahead to the next stage of life... and I can't stop looking back, or at least wishing things could stay as they are right now. Maybe I wouldn't really want to go back... but can't the going forward part be a bit slower?